Why can’t I just make everyone happy? Even if it’s at the expense of my own emotion?
I just dont have the mental or emotional capacity to know how to deal with this right now. I don’t know what to do. I dont know how to feel. I feel sick and I feel tired and sometimes both at the same time. I couldn’t do anything. You would think you could think of every back alley option available to you should you be stuck in a rut, yet, this one just had no outs. I feel so bad.