August 2011
July 2011
I have a very strong belief in the supernatural and such. I believe that ghosts exists because of the many personal experiences that I have had. Tonight I was having a long talk with my mom about her experiences and my own experiences. I think my family might come from a line of people who have the ability to see these things but, hey, I might just be looking too far into it. How’s this...
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“This is a dish called Odori-Don. It has a dead squid on top that “dances” when Soy Sauce is poured on it, activating its neurons.”
My god as school draws nearer and nearer I find myself welling with more anxiety each day. It’s to the point where I feel like I may be on the brink of panic attacks again. I’m so scared and I feel as if my social life is destroyed. I wonder how well I will be able to interact with people at this point in my life. I used to be so social and I used to love talking to people and now I...
Good fucking god I am so stressed out about my schedule for school. Fucked up on one of my classes for reg so I gotta go talk to my school and get that fixed. 17 CREDITS FIRST SEMESTER FTW :’(
Anonymous asked: i wish i got prescribed some vicodin
Anonymous asked: don't take the pills :[
I’ve been irritable and feeling sad for the past few days.
I have also been feeling disgusted with myself. I wish I were pretty and lovely and doll-like. Low self-esteem. Go away.
I am tempted to pick up a roll tonight and break my 6 month sobriety. Just gotta reassure myself that I will not give in to the ugly things that crawl under my skin. I will not give in.
Joey woke me up to tell me there was a huge cockroach running around on my ceiling and proceeded to flee my room and leave me alone with it. It started crawling right above me and I was scared it was gonna fall off and onto my face so I literally threw my pillows everywhere and ran off my bed. My dad the beast came into my room and found it hiding under my luggage and killed it by grabbing it and...
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GOD I LOVE LAYING NAKED IN MY BED AFTER A SATURDAY NIGHT BATH AND SHAVING. I’m gonna go rub my legs on everything now.
Yaaaay went to the doctors and he said it’s most likely something bad that I ate thats making my tummy ache. Could be an ulcer but as long as I’m not shitting out fresh blood and lots of it then I should be ok. Wheeee time to be lazy and sick and keep my mom company today cos my dad went to work today.
I’m completely exhausted from being sick. I still managed to put together a little dinner and bring it to Joey for his break during work. Along with me being sick he got sick too. Although he has a cold and I possibly may be bleeding from my intestines. :’D So tired but I have to try and stay awake until he gets home. I like it when he sleeps over. I always get a good nights rest...
Oh good god. So I’ve been kind of ill all day and my stomach has been burning/sore. I went to use the bathroom and there’s BLOOD IN MY SHIT. Fucking awesome! :/ Anyways I ran to my brother who is pretty much my personal nurse and he basically said it’s most likely an ulcer causing bleeding inside my intestinal tract and I should go get it checked out. It’s nothing super...
Fuck myself I think I have a tummy bug. Stomach burns and hurts and in turn that makes my back really hurt and my head hurts and I feel like I’m going to explode.
FUCK YOU ILLNESS.
GUH I STEY SICK
Kbai
I get so sad whenever I think about life.
I’m too sentimental. I’m too nice and I get taken advantage of too often. Of course I bitch on places like this blog but I’d never have the heart to say it to someone in person. Sometimes I feel like I’m not cut out to live in this fast paced world where, for the most part, almost everyone I know can be mean and they...
“Get off my dick.” WHY’D YOU LET ME GET ON IN THE FIRST PLACE.
People need to be more humble about their fucking hobbies and interests. Quit bitching and take pride in having so much knowledge about one subject or help others who are also interested. I know I sound an awful lot like I’m on my own right now but people really need to get the fuck off their high horse. Eventually you’ll fall off and that same horse will kick you in the face. ...
I fucking love Ambien. If you have never been touched by this beautiful angel capable of synthesizing sleep then I suggest you don’t even try it. But anyways, I love Ambien.
Phrases I hate to hear and should be omitted from statements because they have no real value to your discussion or point making: “Not gonna lie…” Were you planning on lying? You may as well say this before every fucking sentence you say taking into consideration that you’re not a compulsive liar and that you’re honest.
“Just saying.” Oh yeah? Is this...
Sick Sad World: 15 styles of distorted thinking →
1. Filtering: You take the negative details and magnify them, while filtering out all positive aspects of a situation. A single detail may be picked out, and the whole event becomes colored by this detail. When you pull negative things out of context, isolated from all the good experiences…
Stuff going through my mind: “Oh FFS LULZ. She isn’t as pretty as you made her out to be. Doesn’t seem that great of a person either. But, oh well, I’m cynical and rarely think well of other people. I hope karma takes a nice bite out of you~~~”
I stopped scrolling by a picture of a black model wearing a far-out dress and Joey asked me if she was Lady Gaga. SHE’S BLACK.
